this is my last resort. this is where i was 5 months ago, typing away my feelings on a website that no one ever reads. except i'm different now. i experienced a really important and significant relationship. it was awesome. it was fun. it was exciting. it WAS worth losing everything over. it WAS everything i had talked about wanting and needing 5 months ago. And now here I am, I got what I thought could cure my landlocked blues, but it didn't. I'm stuck here, in this place. Contemplation is a crazy son of a bitch. I fel in love and now all that is gone. the one thing i never thought would happen, did.
it's all so over and now i'm going to have to readjust my life back.
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