Thursday, November 13, 2008

Fact of Nature.

Is I will never be able to love life and embrace everything in it. Fuck that anyways. I'm turning into an apathetic moody bitch. Someone I hate being, someone I was at this time last year. I'm so unhappy with everything. What am I so miserable about? I'm not sure. Who are my friends? I have no idea. I sleep, I eat, and I get a bottle. Yet every time I'm wasted I get so fucking isolated and just feel like going to sleep. I don't want to live I don't want to open my eyes every morning and see the world staring back at me. I don't want to hear voices and see light. I want to stayed buried in my blankets and sleep my apathy anyway.


And another thing I hate is fucking selfish liars and people who seek sympathy and fucking go right back to the problem. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

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