Dear You,

I wanted to call you today. I know you don't have a phone, and I don't really have a way to contact you. So I thought hey I'll send you a message telling you to call me! But then i wheeled my mind back and said No. I wouldn't let myself. I can't let myself. It hurts so bad it makes me shake. I just wanted to hear that "hello" I wanted to envision your lips all pouty and cute, but I didn't...Each time I can't reach you it hurts...but I'm only getting stronger, I hope..