Sunday, October 4, 2009

If it's not so bad

then why does it feel like it is?

I really miss having a guy here, all the time, my best friend, everything. I mean I swear nothing was better than going to get subway and lying in my bed watching movies all night. Talking to 3 am, laughing, music, everything was so great about my last relationship. So why can't I find anyone now? Is it Charlotte? Is it because I only attract people who are going nowhere in life but on the same road they've been going for the past 5 years of their miserable lives? And how come the only people that are interested in me, I have absolutely no interest in dating them what so ever? I don't understand this, but it's all been running my mind.

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