Dimethyltryptamine

It's weird when people you know become people you knew. I know it sound cliche but it's so true. This trip to St. Louis has been so surreal. I feel like I'm in an alien. I love seeing my best friend, I just don't think the other people around here are for me. I'm like 500 miles out of my comfort zone and it sucks. I want to be at home so bad. I look at these people and wonder what it's like living in a total state of oblivion. It seems to me that a lot of people surround themselves with people they hate, just simply to have people to be around. Maybe it's just me and my pessimistic outlook or something. I don't know. I'm ready to be out of my mind.