Leave, but don't leave me.

Question, answer. Question, answer. It's what life is. There's a question and there just has to be an answer according to some. I have more questions unanswered than I do answered questions. My point is just because there isn't an obvious right in front of you answer doesn't mean you just avoid the situation or question or whatever it is.

I'm thinking, always always thinking. I really have messed up my life, trust, body, mind, conscious, friendships, and relationships. But I only regret losing one friendships, since August '07 I've been one big fuck up, but only in that time did I lose one of the most important friendships in my whole entire life time. And I don't care, but I'd spend an eternity getting that friendship back.